Things have been pretty difficult. I won’t lie, I’m getting pretty tired of it. The failed blog, the failing business. The small amount of good I’ve been able to do is my only motivation at this point. I can’t give up, but I can’t succeed either. That seems to be the general theme of my life’s story. Sure, I’ve been through a lot worse, but letting others down hurts in a way that’s much harder to cope with.